Thursday, May 25, 2006

Do not

I thought like writing a poem and I started, but then I thought when the poem became less and less about myself that maybe it was time for me to write an entry that was solely just typing and seeing what I type. So here I go. I think the talent in this is just keeping going and not stopping; I will try my best to not correct errors, so please bear with that.

A lot of things have been going on. Speed school semester has been going and going, and I am ready for an end, but still yet almost reading for the end. I don't know what to expect. Tomorrow is the last day before Memorial break so that will be fun, but after that I have a full month of classes w/ no break and then later July 4th break of the 3rd and the 4th, so it will be a long hall, but then only 20 days do I have after that, so the summer in effect is almost over, yet still here. haha.

Orientations sessions start when I get back. I think that will be interesting. I will start working too, so we will see how it all works out. But at least I don't have to work every day. I work 3 days and 2 days a week for second and third term respectively.

Everyone back home is ... back home and those in high school are graduating or ending one more year before they do. I am interested to see how things have changed, oh they have changed so much already.

I kind of miss it.

I wonder what things will be like when I get older. I wonder if I will live even close to where I live now. Everything I have ever known has been in Nothern Kentucky. That is at least until now. Now I have broadened by horizons by just a tad, and I wonder how much further I will go with it.

I think sometimes if I will live in NKY for the rest of my life. I like it. I just don't know. I want to live close to my family. I think if I lived anywhere else it would probably be in the South. I don't plan on moving west. I don't even know if I have ever been there. I don't know. It just doesn't seem for me. I really don't want to move to the North though. I think people up there would be too abrasive.

2 comments:

sarahbear221 said...

Things have changed and we both know how I deal with that...it is very different without you..i miss you..actually i have been thinking about you a lot lately b/c of graduation and stuff and this time last year was kind of the pinnicle of our relationship and i was sitting at mass on monday crying just b/c of everything that is going on and all of the sudden i just thought of you and was like wow i really miss him and i turned to mom and was like mom i miss Brian and she was like that is random...idk yeah.
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+Sarah

FAB-TAB Feltner said...

HEY! Guess who's moving to ALABAMA!?! hahaha. WEll trying atleast!