Forget the way

I get an uneasy feeling. I don't quite know how to handle it or what to do. Do you ever feel as if there is something wrong, something missing? and the only thing to fix it is not existent or not possible. I wish that I could just fit into the ....... well maybe not, I don't know. I just wish that things were easier, but I don't know, I really do have it a lot better than I probably feel. I don't know; life is just a stress pot and I wish that I could try to relax, but that is not really how I am. I don't know. I just need to chill some, but each time I get the chance I am brought back into reality later on only to realize that all the chill time has exacerbated the other problems,... I don't know. I guess I need to re-prioritize some things, but too many changes at once can prove disastrous. I guess I need to listen to my heart and not my head and see where that may lead me.